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2011 February :: Putting God First Place

Bitter Sweet Goodbyes

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Last week, I had to tell a very, very good friend goodbye. This kind of goodbye that I had to give is a long one. You see, my friend and her family are moving.

And this kind of move isn’t like the one before, which was just down the street. Or another one before, which was just a state over (and we were actually moving to the same place around the same time, so it wasn’t that bad).

This kind of move is a BIG move, an over the ocean kind of move. A move to Africa kind of move.

And this move is bitter sweet.

It is bitter because my friend will be gone and I have to say goodbye. I won’t be able to just stop by her house to say, “Hi.” Or call her to meet for lunch. Or have a game night.

The friendship that we have shared has been special. She knows me. She knows my struggles. She knows my fears. She knows my joys. She knows my dreams. She knows me.

She was a bridesmaid in my wedding, and her husband performed the ceremony. She helped me pick out my dress.

She has guided me in love. We have shared many deep and meaningful conversations.

We have been through a lot together. Struggles with sickness. Tests. Learning how to be wives. Birthing children. Moving. Great joy. Deep sadness.

But now, it is time for her and her family to move on to where God would want them to be. And that place is Africa.

It is so sweet because my friend and her family have embraced God’s calling in their lives. They are leaving so that they can take the gospel to the nations.

God has wonderful plans for this family, and they are willing to GO. They are willing to take risks for the sake of the gospel of Jesus Christ.

How sweet it is to see God’s plan come to a reality in their lives.

So here I am. I am more than willing to deal with the bitter so that I can see the sweetness.

Jesus Messiah, All My Hope Is In You

Last night I had a wonderful time of fellowship with some ladies at Michael’s school. We sang Chris Tomlin’s song Jesus Messiah, which I have sang many times before. However, last night it just felt so powerful.

He became sin
Who knew no sin
That we might become His Righteousness
He humbled himself and carried the cross

Sometimes, you can sing a song over and over, and then it kind of loses it’s meaning. Then all of a sudden you are just singing, empty lyrics, empty mind, empty heart.

Love so amazing
Love so amazing

Last night, I slowed down. I was really thinking on the lyrics as I was singing them.

His body the bread
His blood the wine
Broken and poured out all for love
The whole earth trembled
And the veil was torn  

Then it was different. I was singing with a different kind of passion, a different kind mindset.

The words took on a new meaning, instead of singing empty words I was feeling every word that came out of my mouth. I was letting the truth of the lyrics saturate my soul.

Jesus Messiah
Name above all names
Blessed Redeemer
Emmanuel
The rescue for sinners
The ransom from Heaven
Jesus Messiah
Lord of all

Even though this life has trials and things happen that just don’t feel right and good. We can put our full hope in Jesus Christ. I want this song to be the anthem of my life.

All our hope is in You
All our hope is in You
All the glory to You, God
The light of the world

I want to give Jesus everything! There is no true hope found anywhere else except in Him. That is where we can rest. That is where we can find comfort.

Are you struggling today? Are there things going on in your life that just don’t make sense?

I’ve been there. Some days I’m still there.

Give it up. Hand it over. Cast your cares on Christ. Find hope in Him today

What’s On Your Nightstand?

What’s On Your Nightstand? is a monthly meme on the fourth Tuesday of every month from 5 Minutes for Books.

There are several different ways to participate (Click here to learn more about that). I am going to participate each month by sharing what books I have read and written a review for in the last month and what books I would like to read in the next month.

In addition to the following list, I also have a master list of books I have read in 2011 here.

I cannot believe how long it has been since I joining in on this meme…

Books I Have Read since March 23rd:

The Silent Seduction of Self-Talk – I highly recommend this book, but make sure you plan on taking it slowly and enjoying the depth of the topic!

Pearl Girls – I would definitely recommend this book to any Christian woman who wants to be encouraged or read wonderful stories about God’s goodness!

The Power of Words – I found this bible study to be extremely refreshing. Each day is super short, I think I never spent more than 5 minutes reading. However, each day left me pondering and meditating on how I use my mouth.

The Gospel According to LOST – I am sad to say that I am quite disappointed in this book. I felt like the back of the book should be an overview for a different book. A book that had depth and created discussion with the reader.

The Sword – I personally loved this book! I literally could not put this book down. I couldn’t wait to know what was going to happen next.

Sleep, It Does A Family Good – In this book, the author educates the reader on much to do with the topic of sleep. I learned a lot about how sleep benefits our bodies, and also how the lack of sleep harms us greatly. I really did learn!

Becoming a Young Woman Who Pleases God – This is a great book to introduce teen ladies into what it means to be a Godly Woman, and how what she does now impacts her future.

Purity: A Godly Woman’s Adornment – I would highly recommend Purity to any Christian woman, teen and up, who wants to dive deeper into the topic of purity!

Radical – I can honestly say that after reading this book, I know that my life will never be the same!

Life, In Spite of Me – This was a quick read, partly due to shorter more manageable chapters, but mainly due to the story that encompasses each page! A story of hope and life and a future!

Sun Stand Still – Well, when I read Radical last year, it changed my life. Reading Sun Stand Still has had the same effect!

Love & Respect for a Lifetime – This is a very casual book that you can just pick up, read a few pages, and continue later. It also looks beautiful, so it would set nicely on a coffee or end table.

The Discipline of Spiritual Discernment – This book not only reinforced my belief that our faith should impact every aspect of our lives, but it also was very encouraging and practical.

Dancing with the One You Love – This book is truly a great resource on submission, and marriage in general. I would definitely recommend it!

Fearlessly Feminine – I found this book to be so inspirational, and it really helped me to remember the point. The point of me being a woman and embracing my roles, is to live for God and put Him on display!

*I am hoping to start joining in monthly again, that way my posts won’t be so long!!!

Want have you read recently???

February Featured Partners

Each month, I like to take the time and introduce you to that month’s “Featured Partners.”

My Featured Partners are people or companies who partnered with me to provide prizes for Give! Win! Send!, or other blogs and ministries that I support.

So, without further delay, here are my Featured Partners for this month:

iBloom

iBloom is the go-to place for Christian life coaching for women. iBloom exists to inspire and empower every woman on the planet to live a life of passion, balance, purpose and fulfillment. iBloom is dedicated to helping women live intentionally and ultimately have a significant impact with their lives.

Connect with iBloom on twitter or facebook!

Crown Laid Down Designs

Holly puts her passion for creating, designing, and decorating to use for you! She can change the look of your blog or website and make it home for you. She would love for your design to reflect you! She offers a variety of design services sure to meet your needs.

You can connect with Holly on facebook and on twitter.

Moody Publishers

The vision of Moody Publishers is to proclaim the gospel of Jesus Christ and a biblical worldview in such creative and powerful ways that individuals worldwide will live in increasing measure as His fully devoted followers. Moody Publishers is far and above one of the most trustworthy publishers in the industry.

Moody has such authors such as Gary Chapman and Nancy Leigh DeMoss.

To Love, Honor, and Vacuum

Sheila Wray Gregoire is a Christian author of a bunch of books, and a frequent speaker to women’s groups and marriage conferences.

Connect with Sheila on twitter and facebook.

Mary Kay

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Wired Whimsy

Are you looking for handmade jewelry with vintage flair and a dash of whimsy? Look no further!!! You can find earrings, bracelets, rings, necklaces all unique waiting for you! Check out the current products now!

Connect with Christy on twitter!

Make sure to take some time and meet this month’s featured partners!!!

Jesus, Thank You!

Last week at church, although I was sick and barely holding it together, we sang this song and it has stayed in my mind and has been my theme for the week!

Oh how thankful I am for my salvation!

Through this counting gifts, and trying to slow down and experience life as a dessert and not an emergency, I have truly been more thankful for everything in my life and have realized how truly blessed I am.

Thank you Jesus!

I hope you enjoy this song!